Today is my birthday. Every year I make a list of three things I have accomplished since my last birthday, and three things I intend to manifest this year.

Here Goes:

This Year:

1. I became a member of a Metaphysical Church.
2. I organized an ‘Introduction to Metaphysics’ Meetup group
3. I cut down on my regular 8-5 work hours, to focus more on my metaphysics.
4. I wrote an e book on Metaphysics (and am in the process of publishing it ( that’s 4)

Next Year:

1. I will support myself completely through Metaphysics
2. I will Move to a wonderful new location.
3. I will experience perfect health.

I spoke to my sister today. She left an optimistic excited message on my phone. Her doctor’s appointment showed great improvement. Her blood levels have improved, so have results of other tests. We are cautiously optimistic. I am so happy! I know we have a long way to go, but the woman’s courage, strength and optimism is a source of inspiration. I am inspired to do better, be stronger and celebrate! I am so thankful!!!

My sister is dying. She has stage 4 lung cancer. It started out as lung cancer and metastasized to her brain. I don’t know whether the official diagnosis is brain or lung. The bottom line is, she is sick, and might not be here next year at this time. By writing this, I am not giving power to her condition, I simply want to address the condition so that the healing (whatever form it takes) can occur. It’s a crappy situation. First my brother dying in July; now this. Pretty soon I will be the last original Bernard Willage family member still standing. Bernard was my father. He died about 24 years ago. My Mother, Phyllis, passed away about 10 years ago (on her 77th birthday). One expects to outlive their parents, however my brother and sister are both younger than me. I didn’t expect to outlive them. I guess God must have something in mind for me in order to keep me around. Knowing this, I am motivated to be a better person.